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An Alum On Fishbowl, Mobilization and Priorities

By Tessa Engel ’11

In light of the current on-campus and online controversy surrounding the recent cancellation of Fishbowl, I would like to revisit several past and current perceptions of Conn, from both inside and outside of the student body. Please keep in mind that I am an alumna, have only been following the online articles and comments, and have been doing so from outside of the U.S.

In my five-and-a-half year long affiliation with the College, I have never witnessed such outrage and mobilization by the Conn student body over any event or decision before this week’s announcement of the cancellation of Fishbowl.  Many support the decision, and many do not.  And boy, are people from all graduating years feeling compelled to rant and rave from both sides.  Regardless of how you stand, such reactions raise a worthy question: What is important to Conn students, and what are they willing to fight for?

In February and early March of 2010, just weeks after Haiti’s devastating earthquake, various students, academic departments, and CISLA organized and sponsored a 3-day-long benefit called “Hope for Haiti,” where 100% of the donations were to be given to an organization that provided direct aid to children who became orphans as a result of the natural disaster. Former Editor-in-Chief Jazmine Hughes ’12 and I co-authored an April 2010 article about poor attendance at the fundraiser and subsequent perceptions of the Conn student body as being “apathetic.” Student attendance of the events was paltry, at best (I know firsthand, having attended nearly all of them).  When asked after the reason for such apathy, students voiced that it was not well-advertised and that the $10 donation to attend was too steep.  Really? Really?

Fast forward to this week, and it suddenly appears as though a revolt is going to arise on campus. Brenner Green, ’12, who is currently a Teach for America special education teacher in Las Vegas, Nevada, posted a Facebook status on the evening of Thursday, December 6 that said, “Students at my college (alma mater) are concerned about losing a naked run. My students have been raped, abused, or don’t have stable homes to go to. Problems of upper/middle class vs problems of lower class.”

After voices of approval and discontent alike were expressed about the status, Brenner then elaborated upon his statement with, “my comment is being taken the wrong way. I obviously totally support the students’ reaction to Fishbowl (everyone knows I loved that event and always will), especially regarding administration’s disregard of students’ voices now. I am just stating how different issues are for my students and this issue here. It’s more of my own reflection now that I see on a daily basis how severe issues are for people in a different class than my own. Otherwise, I am 100% behind this movement at Conn to regain student voices.”

I am not arguing that all of Conn is “apathetic,” as incredible strides have been made with initiatives such as the Green Dot program, and the College maintains quite a presence in New London through volunteering.  I was proud and fortunate enough to work alongside past and current students on Habitat for Humanity builds and Spring Break trips; I felt the palpable sense of empowerment and solidarity while performing in the Vagina Monologues; I had professors and fellow classmates who provided perspectives on the world that I would never had been exposed to elsewhere.  I also rejoiced with nearly 90% of the rest of College when Barack Obama was elected on the night of November 4th, 2008.

But I sometimes feel as though too much of the student population only cares about the issues, rights, and decisions that specifically pertain to it and only it.

I, personally, do not support the decision to flat-out cancel Fishbowl. I reveled in the glory that was Fishbowl. I also tripped, fell, and banged up my knee pretty badly during the run itself.  And I’ll admit to being one of the many who upped her gym regimen in the weeks preceding the event.

I echo the questions and reactions of others: Why couldn’t the event for the Class of 2013 been altered slightly by reducing the amount of school-provided alcohol first to see if anything would have changed?  Moreover, the lack of transparency and student input about the decision is quite stunning.  As an alumna, I am proud to stand with current and future students who are outraged and disappointed.

But at the same time, why didn’t more students participate in the Haiti benefit? Why, generally speaking, do too few students care about too few issues that directly affect both the College community and elsewhere?

Maybe, just maybe, the decision by Dean Denard and the rest of the administration was made upon genuine concern for student safety, security, and well-being. Maybe it was not made with the expectation of making the College more appealing to the Board of Trustees nor turning it into a strait-laced, tradition-obliterating, private boarding school.  Maybe it was a decision larger than the immediate self-interests of those who made it, designed to encompass benefits for students, the campus, and the surrounding community.

I ask all students, past, current, and future, to deeply question what they care about, when and for what they are willing to voice concerns, and how far they will go to fight for their own rights in relation to fighting for the causes of others.  Conn touts producing and educating “students to put the liberal arts into action as citizens in a global society.”  How can we, as students and alumni, embrace this descriptive title when the Conn student body sometimes only gets up-in-arms over issues that often only affect the students themselves?

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